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[Sep. 29th, 2008|07:57 pm] |
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Wow, it has been so long since i have updated this and so much has happened, i've changd so much in this time; i've gone through so much..Let's see, i'm going to be starting school in march in New York, which i'm absolutely psyched about. I wish i was there now. Though i love this place and the people in it, i desperately need to get out. I've been sitting t home bored, feeling lonely cause everyone's at school add then getting yelled at constantly for things that arent even my fault. But i guess it comes with the territory. I am missing the days when life was so simple without cares or worries. But though i've gone through some pretty haorrible stuff this past year in my life, so much good has happened, too. I've gotten so close to people which is great. I've opened my eyes at the world and what can happen. Which stinks, but at the same time, it's bsolutely great. I'm still working over at Papa Gino's. The people i work with have showed me so much about myself and my potential for many things. Which is great because i;ll be thinking so down about myself and they'll show me how much ive improved with different aspects of life and make me a wicked happy person. i also just got a new boyfriend. Jake. He's absolutely great. I don't think he's gonna be a jerk like the others i've dealt with this year. But i don;t know, i guess my eyes have just opened to people, to life, to..the world. I can't believe all that i've gone through, how much i've changed and how much more i believe about different things than when i used this at the begining of high school. I'm graduated, getting ready for college, and relizing myself. Though i'm having issues with missing everyone who is at school and is feeling a little lone back here, not really having muvh of a social life, i'd have to say i'm doing pretty decent for myself. |
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[Nov. 4th, 2007|07:34 am] |
I really hate when you like somebody but you can't tell them because it would make EVERYTHING complicated...
So I got my fist job! It's at pap ginos in Amesbury. I'm so bad at checking to see when I work..I always forget..Oh well. Hopefully Matt's working today so I can ask him to check for me..
Life's been alright. Wicked busy. Don't have time for much of anything. Even sleep. |
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[Oct. 30th, 2007|06:26 am] |
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Oh, and senior ress up day is tomorrow. I'm going to be a window. Seriously. I have to make it tonight.. |
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[Oct. 30th, 2007|06:22 am] |
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Marching band just ended. It was an amazingggg season! We did sooo well. I'm wicked sad it's over. For all of high school it's been the one thing that I live for. And now it's gone... The pizza party was soooo great. Danielle and Zach's song was so fitting. And i was balling during the whole thing (i think biscuit was too). Anyways, i fel like, i dunno. Anyone who's been in band knows how i feel. And i'd feel better if i could do winter. But cause of my wrist, i can't. Atleast there's thanksgiving. And then florida. Marxhing band has always just been one of those things that makes me happy and i feel cut off. I'm sure i'll get over it eventually.. |
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[Sep. 8th, 2007|03:33 pm] |
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sullivansstudio.com/sessions.html the password is rachel58. Please tell which ones you like and which one you want a wallet of. Thanks! |
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[Sep. 2nd, 2007|10:48 am] |
I'm growing up. And i didn't realize how old I was until last Wednesday when at the last day of band camp Sue told all of the seniors to stand up. Me and Melissa stood up and just looked at eachother. We were both thinking the same thing. How exactly did we get to be this old? It's kind of weird. I'm psyched for senior year. I knw it's gonna be amazing. but I also know that it's gonna be hard knowing that it's my last year of high school. Ever. It helps to know that a lot of my friends have gone through this and that there are people there for me. I don't know. It's just weird being the oldest.
I got my senior pics taken on Thursday. I think that they probably came out pretty good. I'm not sure yet, though...Sullivans Studio said that the pictures would be up withing 48 hours. 3 days and 55 minutes later, they are still not up. I think i'm just anxious to see them. When they do come up though, i'm going to ask you guys to look at them and pick out your facorite one. And which one you would like a wallet of cause i'm gonna pass them out to anyone who wants them : )
Mom is gonna take me driving later on. This makes me wicked happy cause neither of my parents want to take me out driving ever. I've been driving once. When Chris had some free time one day from his FOCUS stuff...I want to be able to drive well enough to be able to go on a public road. Cause once that happens, mom and dad'll take me driving all the time. I think they're afraid of teaching me. it's just kind of annoying when neither of your parents will take you, but your brother who is in Vermont would take you out anytime you wanted (when he has free time..which he didn't have much of over the summer).
I reallllyyyy want to do something either today or tomorrow. So PLEASEEEE if you're not doing anything send me a comment or IM or a call so we can do something. Cause it's the weekend before school starts and I want to do something with my time. |
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[Aug. 28th, 2007|03:10 pm] |
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I'm falling for you. |
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[Aug. 23rd, 2007|10:15 am] |
I'm going to vermont this weekend. I'm visiting my #1 college, NECI on Friday and visiting my brother at UVM. It's gonna be awesome!
Band camp was amazing, as always. It's kinda pretty weird that i'm section leader and Shawn not there making wisecracks at me every two seconds. And all of the other seniors (from last year). We're doing West Side Story this year we've almost finished the drill for 2 songs and started playing music yesterday. I haven't really been exposed to playing a lot of Jazz music so it'll be interesting for me to learn.
If anyone hasn't left for college yet, i would LOVE to see you before you leave.
Oh yeah and i'm getting over a nasty er infection. I had an infection in my inner ear and ear canal so im typing with my head sideways, lol
Love you guys! <3333 |
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[Jul. 23rd, 2007|03:59 pm] |
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Oh, and by the way, dirt pudding is AMAZING |
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[Jul. 23rd, 2007|03:46 pm] |
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I need to get out and hang out with people more. Yesterday was so much fun for me. Me mom and Chris went up the street to our dear friends house. It was a day of eating, hanging out and playing games. I still cannot believe you and stephen won the trivia game, Nick. Wow. Me and Chris would have definetely won if we didn't get a ridiculous question. It was something along the lines of "what australian singer influenced (some guy's name) to have a comeback in his singing career" But whatever i was happpy they won :) We played scrabble and volleyball (although i was at home cooking the potatoe skins). mom took the credit for MY MAKING of the dirt pudding and potatoe skins..oh well. I had a lotttt of fun just hanging out . |
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[Jun. 30th, 2007|07:51 pm] |
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It's really annoying that my family doesn't ever do anything. it's mostly because my parents hate going places. and it gets wicked annoying because if i want to just go to the beach and see fireworks, they're like yeah, no. i swear they HATE being in public and in return it makes me have no life. and it is uber annoying because especially this week i neec to get out of the house and not on my couch cause of the surgery..i cannot wait till i get my license within the next year and till chris comes home from kansas. |
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[Jun. 28th, 2007|07:28 am] |
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It's been sooo hot out. On Tuesday Mal came over which was fun cause it was the first thing i have actually done since the surgery. We just hung out here. Yesterday i sat around watching tv i got to go in dad's room for a little while which felt real nice. (mom and dads room is the only room in the house that's air conditioned. It doesn't feel too bad right now, but i think it's gonna be heating up. Oh well. Yeah, thats all i have to say cause i have a boring life, lol. |
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[Jun. 23rd, 2007|08:00 am] |
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I've been good. I've jusat been trying to die thge last few days. I almost fainted at physical therapy the other day it was partly cause of my pain meds and partly that it fucking hurtttttt! I'm feeling pretty good for the most although im still still in a ton o pain, but that's expected. I have a boring life, what can i say?! I wanna hang out with ppl now that i actuskky can. kk love you guys!! |
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[Jun. 20th, 2007|09:09 pm] |
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The surgery went well. my doctor showed me pics afterwards and there was a tonnn of inflammation and tissue that shouldn't be there. the nurses were wicked nice and when i first woke up i didnt have much pain but now that its not numbed anymore it gurts pretty bad. the anestesia is still wearing off i know cause im getting kinda dizzy sitting here...and i have to keep my arm elevated and ice it for 20 minutes every hour. i have it wrapped massively and when im sitting i have to wear a sling. i have physical therapy at 6:45am tomorrow. haha they had to put the iv through my foot cause my vains are so deep in my hand and arm. i'm a tough cookie, lol. ok im gonna go lay down cause im getting wicked dizzy. leave me some love please! |
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[Jun. 19th, 2007|12:00 pm] |
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I'm not allowed to eat anything until like 7:00 tonight...And i can't drink anything past 10:15 this morning garrrr but i'm about to leave for my surgery so atleast the massive immense pain will so be replaced by soreness! I'll update on my really boring life tomorrow when i will actually have time and not be half dead by the drugs they'll be giving me lol
Later. |
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[Jun. 12th, 2007|06:57 pm] |
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I'm kind of freaking out because there is a very large possibility that I am going to fail my history final tomorrow. |
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[May. 23rd, 2007|07:19 pm] |
So i went to Dr. Bruno yesterday. And we're gonna do surgery on my wrist. I'm totally fine about it. All i want is this massive, massive pain gone! And he said that it should be gone afterwards. I'm gonna get it done after graduation cause i know how to play the graduation music and it's dumb to know how and not play...but whatever. I won't be able to play for like a month probably after the surgery due to stiffness and precautions.
Life has been pretty good, i guess. Excwpt i have to write my english final on a book i have yet to read. I should probably get to doing that. The paper is due Friday. I'll get it done.
My goal for next year is to avoid procrastination at all costs.
I have practice history MCAS tomorrow. I miss band. Figures. And i miss drama on Friday. Go figure.
It's supposed to be warm for a few days i heard. If it does get warm, does anyone wanna hit up the beach with me??
Does anyone care to see any pics of me at prom? Cause i have a couple on here (i'll have more when we eventually find the cord that goes to the camera)
And this summer, i want to make an attempt to hang out with a bunch of people instead of sitting at home doing nothing. If you care to do womething w/ me this summer let me know. Cause i don't feel like being lonely, lol |
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[May. 20th, 2007|10:00 pm] |
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I'm not in a great mood. Why do people do stupid things? |
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